1. |
Don't Cry (Jump!!)
04:28
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Im the... confident rapper who is lacking self esteem
Competent with all my chatter but i'm after help it seems...
Life's like a runaway train, buy your ticket anyway
And hope for money and fame, honey my brains
Getting dizzy with your busy excuses
I'm killing to be witty but your pity induces
An itty bitty of me to lose this nitty gritty sheen
Pretty tricky to be seen in this predicament I mean...
I'm defenseless, why don't we all take a census?
How many rappers have you heard who don't commit offenses?
And I wish that I was guilt free...
I have so many regrets each one is threatening to kill me
Jump, till your house is painful
Till the street below is a big red stain full of you
Jump!
Leave your troubles behind you
Dont, think twice let nothing remind you
Jump!
No...
Dont cry dry your eye
You would never do it do not run for your life, why
Dont cry dry your eye
I would never do it, I won't run for my life, why
1.41
Trying to escape is not an answer
You must appreciate your life, if you lose mates to cancer
A dancer with the devil is a man who doesn't pray?
Then I better bust a move, but damn I shouldn't say...
Come away from the precipice, label me a pessimist
Maybe I'm being negative, yes it is how I feel
It didn't work with kerry, guess i'm missing her for real
Still It isn't necessarily my mission to conceal, sadness
Cos everybody has it in their address
I sigh for every child whose life environment is dadless
I relate to you, so I won't hesitate to say that you will just make it through
Don't
Jump, till your house is painful
Till the street below is a big red stain full of you
Jump!
Leave your troubles behind you
Dont, think twice let nothing remind you
Jump!
No...
Dont cry dry your eye
You would never do it do not run for your life, why
Dont cry dry your eye
I would never do it, I won't run for my life, why
Outro...
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2. |
ME
04:57
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Me
Im a special kind of a fool,
Every lesson made progression in my school
It's a blessing to be cool when Im dealing with depression,
Concealing my agression but oppression is a tool,
Of the others who will wanna keep you boxed in
I might flip but the cameras are watching
Plus I dont wanna hurt you
If grandma was alive she'd say honour was a virtue
Any problem you can work through with dignity,
Or your lyric but my spirits so fidgety
No history is free from pain, no victory to seek for fame
We're so rigidly, moulded by the media
I'm trying to be me, me, do you see your getting seedier?
Forgetting with convenient amnesia,
We're greedier and needier,
Believing everything that you will read on wikipedia
I wanna be me (x3)
Regardless, I wanna be me
Everyday I wanna be me
(Chorus)
In the land where a man will keep his wife fretting
I stand with a plan to keep your mind sweating
How many lives are your deadly rhymes wrecking?
Childs repping neighbourhoods,
and if they could then they would find weapons
Mic checking every twenty nine seconds
Tell it to your face and then I pray that you aint side stepping
Cos I just wanna be clear,
Cmon why don't you follow me here?
And I won't offer an apology dear,
I'm not sorry that I really really do not wanna proper career
Im Locking ears to the syllables I've doctored
Its Looking up after fucking up my interview at Oxford
That road wasn't meant for me, I know eventually
That I was sent to be a poet flowing or potentially
Devoted to the growing of a moment that will open you up mentally
Then showing you the remedy of how to be yourself
And no one you pretend to be
I wanna be me (x3)
Regardless, I wanna be me
Everyday I wanna be me
My rhymes blow your brain like kennedy
Rapping this without the cannabis to drain my energy
I gotta give respect now to James Vice Kennaby
Who put me on the mix with my idols,
The game's broke, it wont be fixed on arrival
Quit playing tricks on your rivals and work it out
I'm the MC that nobody has heard about
But once you have done, Im sure there aint a word of doubt
I wanna be me (x3)
Regardless, I wanna be me
Everyday I wanna be me
(Interlude)
3.20
Man I mean what I say,
Like the song upon my album 'I dreamed of this day'
Even it sent it to America, to many It could move
They said that it was smooth like it's Erykha Badu'
Never spitting an "i'm hitting on your spouse rap"
Nor getting all the cheddar I was never good at Mouse Trap
My train of thought would be stationery without tracks
How about that, I'm irrepressible so pressure me I bounce back
Attack with the poetry...
You know it's me!!
Till the tears start flowing free
You know it's the ...
Dapper Rapper who is passionately chatting with a soul degree
Immaculately over beats, courtesy of Ben Chijoke
I'm Low quay, disconnect your kareoke,
Your listening to Christian Foley solely killing it slowly
I deliver with the vision of sony,
is that crystal?
I pack lunch, I don't need to pack pistols
I'm me
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3. |
Emotions
04:20
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It feel like my life's steady sinking
I'd never thought that I'd spend my nights heavy drinking
Never thinking of the consequence,
Chucking away the money that I should be spending on the rent
Confidence i'm lacking in, so why are many even reckoning I'm arrogant?
If anything my rapping brings help like samaritans
I'm balancing priorities, I'm never there for mum and so I offer my apologies
Somebody's daughters sinning, tarry on her knees,
Cigarette smoke pirouettes is carried on the breeze,
I must have made maid Marion displeased,
There's an arrow in my heart and now it's challenging to breathe.
I see realities of love, standing laughing in the streets
Hand grabbing on my sleeve into her embrace.
But actually it's lust, I find it difficult to trust so look upon my friends face...
0.54
It might take a few (of your)
Emotions x3(repeat)
It might take of few (of his)
Emotions x3
It might take a few (of her)
Emotions x3
1.14
I've seen love and hate, in broke homes of no hope
Where dreams seem to suffocate, and souls cope
With alcohol addiction, I've found the whole depiction
Is medicine thats better than the Calpol in your kitchen,
The Friction broke, like a thunderstorm,
Dark clouds in my mind that remind me of Uncle Shaun,
Well I aint Schizophrenic, but they want me meeting counsellors
Cos I aint sympathetic to it all, and they say I've lost my emotion
Like messages in bottles that get tossed in the ocean
For a long time I fostered a notion, that such a loss
Is just the cost of devotion to this, I know a moment of bliss
When I write, it's difficult to replicate that feeling in my life
Then every breath I take is really even realer on the mic,
Chilling listening to Dilla in the middle of the night
It might take a few (of your)
Emotions x3(repeat)
It might take of few (of his)
Emotions x3
It might take a few (of her)
Emotions x3
I'm living in a new home, set my studio up the first day that I came
To make the truth known, running out of money
Mum is looking for a new loan, I know that I should help
But everything I get is soon blown, on nights out
Where i'm losing my mindstate,
See the life that I'm choosing for Christ's sake!?
Hop away from coppers who are mopping up the crime rates,
Pocket full of poppers - property of one my mates
I'm not sure he's aware of the high stakes...
Should I be scared of mistakes that I might make
Swallowing my sorrow with the raps that I write wait -
We're all following the path that our life takes
In that case you don't choose your direction,
I can't advise you but use your protection,
Many merry youths aren't amused by conception
I know Girls in the schools who assumed that affection
Was the reason that they did it, but fathers run away
another day and that could even break your spirit
Take my lyrics as a gift, delivered with a kiss
A little driven by the rhythm if your giving it a miss...
I don't mind that, I rhyme tracks for the listener
In the prison where your minds trapped, I'm just a visitor
But I could set you free, give me time to
If my friends are in need then believe i'm beside you
3.20
It might take a few (of your)
Emotions x3(repeat)
It might take of few (of his)
Emotions x3
It might take a few (of her)
Emotions x3
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4. |
I'm Leaving
03:22
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One sign our time can be cruel
Poor ben died while in my primary school
I'm age eleven ever trying to be cool...
Heaven beckoned yet I reckoned that your life was a jewel...
Why did you take away his shine?
Now let me break away from rhyme
My mind is naked, maybe blind
and when I'm aching play 'Rewind'
Till I think about Anthony,
Still, the epitome of Man to me,
I plan to be as brave when reality's depraved
Like Uncle Shaun and for sanity we crave
But the storm keeps coming and we all keep running
To the beat on repeat that the Lord keeps drumming.
See life is a cycle, could be here, then you disappear...
like Michael, it's vital you know what is relevant
I'd sell everything I own to bring back Tony Merriman.
(Rest in peace Mez)
Anthony Mills:
I'm Leaving
I've got to go
The time has come
I will not run
Your speaking
I'll listen to
The words from you (x2)
Grandma lillian I love you,
My mum needs you and I see her above you
As you passed with the gasp of your last breath
All before Chris and Hannah saw their dads death
That must be hard to forget, I see my Father and start to reflect
I should hate you for pain that you've caused
I should pray that my face and my name isn't yours....
I should blame you, and make you ashamed of your course
But I don't I just wait for remorse, Dave Stephen's
A place in my thoughts is reserved for you
Helped to me read, see I learned from you
Jamie the next door neighbor - they murdered you
Killer got a life sentence should be serving two
This is what we're working through, verses and hearses
I curse, cos every word is true.
Anthony Mills:
I'm Leaving
I've got to go
The time has come
I will not run
Your speaking
I'll listen to
The words from you (x2)
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5. |
The Fool
03:55
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The Fool
Holy Moly, don't you know me?
Only Foley with my soul below me
Solely slowing up your whole baloney,
No to dough, you phoney homies don't control me
Slim chance grown to roly poly
Little man, ropey Goaly Goaly
I remember when I wasn't over lonely,
Dad was sober, so the home was homely.
Now its all changed so fast
Watching the pain go past,
Catching the train, same old class
Crashing to the fame, brains won't last
Have to say Its all about the riches
Rappers tell us all about the bitches
Hear your talk I'm walking out in stitches
Your are not an Artist, till you draw me pictures
Welcome to the world of more divorce rates
Money worrying and court dates
Support mates from the get go,
Im hanging like Jack, Rose don't let go
Debt grows on my credit card
Daily, but my boss said he can't pay me
Heart beat like Gnarls Barkley crazy
Maybe I, dont know where i'm going to
I don't know what your going through
Everybody has their own issues
and you just got to keep on slowly flowing through
For the storm brings the brighter day
And no it doesn't bring it right away
Instead of sipping spirits, I've been singing lyrics
If you hear it figure you can find a way
"Special Kind Of Fool"
I am not here for the fun of it
I am not here to be running with
The dumb and dumber shit that other dummies spit
So come on hurry up and lets be done with it...
Right now I cannot stomach it
Longer hotter summers some are slumming it,
I wanna help but nothings gonna come of it
Life's like "Mac D's" we're not loving it.
So we gotta stay so positive
Turn me down I'll make no promises
Turn me up I'll make notes sonorous
Gotta follow yellow brick roads
Hello to the mellow fellow with flows
Never ever gonna bellow, lips closed
Till the opportunity arrives.
Rhyme, leaving your community surprised
I'm soon to be the guy you that wish you listened to
Oh No Im kidding cos it isn't true
Don't be someone if it isn't you
I'm the biggest fool up in this school.
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6. |
After Thoughts...
08:30
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Ladies & Gentleman
You have been listening to the Ideary Me EP by Just Muz
Lets see what you have learned from this journey..
Don't Cry, dry those teary eyes of yours in times of pain
Everybody Loves the sunshine but you cant live without the rain...
And don't be afraid to be yourself...
I want everybody looking at their own life and singing "I just wanna be me"
Don't chain yourself to stereotypes, you should want to be free
Plus I wanna see emotions, lets see people talking about they feel
We're not robots made for going through the motions, stay real
and when I say real I mean devotion to things like truth and acceptance
In youth the expectance is that everyone should be happy...
Everyone can't be happy, but everybody can learn to make the most of things...
Make the most of what your hopes can bring
Our lives are ahead of us. Do you understand? Our whole life is ahead of us...
You could do what you wanna do and who am I to say what you can and you can't
In fact who is anyone
Talking to some people in particular, you might you know who are
... a little self belief can take you a long way.
On the way, you are going experience things like pain.
You are going to experience loss, broken hearts, and stress
You are gonna experience things like shame, regret, remorse
Death life, what to wear and how to dress.
Your are going to live a life full of ups and downs
Don't know when your up and till your falling down
and don't know when you were down till your climbing up.
Its all part of the parcel when time is up...
You can look back and say yes .. It's all part of being Human.
Like I said on "I'm leaving" you have to treasure the company of loved ones
I for one know that I don't do it.
Your listening to perhaps the most imperfect of us all
I can be cruel, selfish and hard hearted
I try not be but don't know if that's working at all...
I have been a fool, I have strived to be accepted
by those who don't wanna know me
I have neglected those that do....
I have learned more about the way of the world in one year
Than in last seventeen, I have seen success in measures I never dreamed
I have seen failures at depths I've never been.
The Ideary ME
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